I Dream So Much

Have you ever thought about getting away from where you live now? leaving your comfort zone, learn to love your new discomfort zone, and start living up your dream. Have you ever thought about living on your own life by yourself in place you've been dreaming about since ages. To think about finding another way to survive when you're going through your failure times, when you feel you're just gonna give up, when you feel like you're just gonna stop and go home and bring nothing in your hands. When you think you have no more choices unless go home and forget everything you've worked on. When you think your dreams wont happen. When you think everything you're about to choose is full of risk. When you know that your dreams wont come true easily--you have to go through super complicated ups and downs. 

And despite of all those facts, you still want them, so bad.

I've been living in this country since I was born. Since my parents raised me when I was a kid until now, until me in this age. I speak my mother tongue since the very first time of my life. My families are mostly here since they were born, and I'm pretty sure they never think about moving to such different places with different cultures, seasons, and climate. But not like me, I really wanna get out of this place, I wanna move to feel how is it like living in different country, at least once. I wanna discover. I wanna travel. I'm curious. My parents dont agree with my decision. But I want to move. I want this more than anything. And for the goodness sake I'd do anything to make it. 

And imagine yourself walking on pavement in Manhattan, holding a cup of hot coffee that you just bought from starbucks and feel the warmth of patterned coat and super comfy Uggs that you're wearing. In the middle of December and its almost christmas. Christmas lights and decorations are everywhere. You walking pass through the New York crowded streets and famous clothing stores with beautiful display windows that's displaying the new arrivals of month. Isnt that incridible?????

"IF YOUR DREAMS DONT SCARE YOU, THEY'RE NOT BIG ENOUGH".